always.

Friday, January 29, 2010

A mother's love is unconditional.

unconditional love; agape love.

there must be a balance with loving and chastening though..

when i become a mother..i want to be able to do that (balance).

i see my grandma's love for her son as unconditional love, but there was no balance and hence the outcome wasn't too good. (in my opinion)

it pains me to see her loving so much and giving so much.

she is giving way too much..

she is getting old, it will be devastating to know that she didn't enjoy her last many few years of life because of financial difficulties..

May God bless and protect her.

God loves us too much to leave us the way we are.

we love, therefore we chasten.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Be Happily busy and busily happy, we must.

Be contented and grateful even when we are broke/penniless.

I may not have much right now. But He is Jehovah Jireh.

The peace that surpasses all human understanding is dwelling in me.

I don't mind not having enough money to eat,shop or spend for now.

i jus loathe the fact that i cant give to the auntie/uncle selling tissues or the various ones sitting on the over-head bridge.

Everytime i walk pass them, i see them begging, but as i look into my very empty wallet, i sulk.

i sulk for the fact that i cant work now and provide for my own necessities.

i sulk for the fact that i cant work and give generously to the people who needs them more than i do.

i sulk for the fact that i have to depend on my grandma whose 79 years old.

i sulk for the fact that i cant bless the people i love financially/materially.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF FYP AND GET OUT THERE.

just feeling burdened...

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Yes, we can have fun.
We can make merriment
We can talk
We can laugh

JUST not at the expense of other people.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

OH IM BACK. MUAHA.

i doubt anyone is reading thizzz because i abandoned this blog for a nong nong nong time liaozx

HEHEH imma talk to my blog

ANYWAY HOLA to 2010! its a new yearrrrrrr. oh me mama. hur ha hur ha hur ha.

hahahahah

time flies man.. seriously!!! im year 3 alr and im gonna graduate soon!! SOMEONE SAY WOW!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOoooOOooW!

2009 has been a trying year for me.. but still i liked it because it was adventurous!

if my life is smooth-sailing, WHERE WOULD ALL THE ADVENTURES BE?!?!

oh yea, thats the attitude! (Y)

in 2009 siblings and i lost our shelter once again! BUT it was exciting and adventurous.

of cos we felt a lil lost and disappointed! BUT as long as we're together life is good. :)

even though we aint living with our bro, i hope he's doin well. hope he's doin well in army.

2009 was also the year i worked and slogged alotzzz. HAHA. but it was GOOD! NONETHELESS, GOD WAS ALWAYS THERE IN EVERYTHING I WAS DOIN.

HOHOHOHO. 2010 is GONNA BE AWESOMEEEE!(after FYP, that is)

Debbie,Jasmine,Audrey and i are gg SOT! its gonna be exciting yo mama. :D

these recent weeks has been rather mundane and routined because of the crazy FYP.

i;ve been staying in school up till 10pm!! this is madnessssssssssss.

so if u happen to pass by TP, lemme noe!

ONE MORE EXCITING NEWS DEAR DIARY!

WE HAVE FOUND OUR LAND!! ALL THESE YEARS OF GIVING ITS GONNA COME TO PASS!!! MANY MORE YEARS TO GIVE! LOOKING FORWARRD! KEEP RUNNING IN ZEE VISION OF THIS AWESOMExXZx CHURCH. :D

random: I HAVE BEEN CRAVING FOR MOS BURGER.. HAHA

i think mos burger is much healthier than MACS lei. heh

OOOH! i heard that MACS BREAKFAST ENDS at 12PM NOW!!! its GOOOD! heh

okay, we are gonna have a siblings outing later! siblings bonding time! heehaw hee haw

BYE!

Friday, October 16, 2009

cos you've been talking all these time..

STOP.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Work

hi ho. im blogging from my handphone while lying on me bed gg to sleep.
shiok.

these few weeks i've been busy working&working&working.
sucha hardworker HAHAHA :P
im shocked myself..
thank God for strength, i worked 4 jobs last week. (including internship lah)
usually 3jobs. but i had to replace melody on sunday to give out flyers at town.
walked a whole 3 hrs manzz. good exercise yo. hehe

i realized im sucha chatterbox. i can talk non-stop.
and i talk to myself too.
so talk to me so i wont look like a weirdoo. lol

anyway, im really happy because this is my LAST WEEK OF INTERNSHIP!
stayed late in sch to finish up some work..super lethargic to stare at zee com the whole day!!

i need to think of my fyp story because fyp starts next week.
boohoohoo.
any ideas anyoneeeeee..

well anyway, im gonna enjoy this weekend thoroughly!!
looking forward to SUNDAY :D

Monday, October 05, 2009

Tumblr is very addictive

THIS IS UBER FUNNAY& KINDA TRUE, NO? HAHA

And this is Awww :)

HAHA :)

Activate them with ur KEYS..

Gym later. i better runnnnnnnn! :D

Sunday, October 04, 2009

"Teacher Candice, are you married??"
my kids at class are sooo cuteee. HAHA
ultimate cuteness.

Today, ROCKED.
i spent 1hr at Urban Write & 1hr at Art Box!!!
bought my organizer. FINALLY. whee dee dee. :)

Can't imagine a life without You
cause it's all for You

Saturday, October 03, 2009

there are about a 100 things i can sulk or cry about right now.

but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.
but i choose not to.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

crazy eyes & crazy week

i need to buy an organizer soon.. so marny things to do.
i cannot rely on me memory brain too much.
cos i do forget things here and there.. WHICH I CANNOT AFFORD TO!!!

i just bought contact lens on sunday and i have to buy new ones soon because they are hurting my eyesss very badly. grrr.
hurhurr.
because its a crazy week
my pimple outbreak is sooooo terrible..and i cant go to the gymm. sad much.

nvm, next week!!!! GOGOGO!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

someone like you

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Wedding

weddings are happy happy stuff :D

Yesterday, my grandmama, melody, debbie and i attended our very loooooong & distant relatives wedding..

it was sho very sweet :)

such occasions definitely makes us think of our own wedding and yada yada.

i hope my sisters get married asap. heh

we met a lot of relatives that i don't even remember seeing them when i was young.

this auntie asked me if i remember i fell into a pond when i went to 'sao mu' with them

'dont go near the pond, dont go near the pond, you'll fall into it'

DOOM. i was in the pond. HAHA i was so retarded.

marrying is cool. my friend is already saving up for his wedding at 19 years old. cool right. HAHA

Sunday, September 20, 2009

FLEA

FRUITFUL DAY AT DEMSEY :D :D
really fruitful one because debster and i bought gazillion stuff..
thanks to becka and bingbing who accompanied us throughout and helped us bargain here and there. lublub.

we walked alot and then right before we wanted to eat we headed to this extremely cramp room.
after squeezing, i got a really bad headache and felt really giddy
cos i didnt have my breakfast & lunch. sadness.
so i couldnt eat the 7 layers of pancakes the rest were enjoying :(
ultimate sad pls.
aft all that i even asked debbie how it tasted; cos it looked really yummay. HAHAH

but thank God after a little rest, a little prayer, warm water, becka's fan-ing, tlc from the rest and looking at the pweetty clothes!! i got much much better and manage to continue shoppingz. HAHAH

THANK YOU BECKA FOR DRIVING US! :D
THANK YOU BINGBING FOR SHOPPINGZ WITH US! :D
THANK YOU DEBBIEHUANGBAOTING FOR LOOKING AFTER ME WHEN I WAS AS PALE AS A SHEET! :D
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING! :D

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Dont wanna go to work on a sundayyyyy

i have to wake up tmr morning. :(
HAHA. cry babay.

i'd be working 3 jobs starting from next week. hahah..
mixed emotions man if u get what i mean.
hmm stretch me like a rubber band.
i hope i grow taller. tyvm.
gogogo!

btw, i just got a Robot thumbdrive!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY COS IT IS CUTENESS SERIOUSLY.
ZOMGOSHxZ

heh going for a flea market tmr at Demsey..
i don't know if i shld shop tmr or save up for my BKK trip.
ah. im in a dilemma.

a quote from shopaholic: 'When I shop, the world gets better, and the world is better, but then it's not, and I need to do it again'
heehee

Thursday, September 17, 2009

This is cuteness.
Focus on everyone's good points (:

btw, this is a nice songgg